even though it wasnt i guess that big of an issue since i never told anyone the details (mainly cos it was. all my fault and consequences in the end and i didnt wanan hear it from somebody else LMF) it was so easy to just. be happy around you without forcing myself to be positive like. i wasnt even pretending i was genuinely so giggly despite everything and i hope that describes the effect you just have on people. i have you connected with everything cute fuzzy pastel sweet comforting #you name it because thats exactly what oyu are. if you were to get reincarnated as some object it would be a cute little pastel decoration that makes the room what it is. if it suddenly disappeared from the room and the owner walked in theyd immediately notice that something is missing, youd be that kind of trinket. its so easy for me to just turn my brain off around you in a way that i have no need to think twice about what i say, youre so easy to talk to and youre a friend to everybody you come across. youre so lively all the time despite probably having your own issues and that iss so admirable i dislike it when youre sad because you deserve the world and only nice and positive things to go your way, nothing less. if i were to believe in like. angels or alternative universes and whatnot id be like "yeah this is the one. im friends with a nonhuman"since you mean like. everything to me deadAss i dont want that to be overwhelming doe! letter limit is calling fuuckkk I LOVE U SM LIST ps pierrot is, much like me, so lucky to have you he luvs U

you mean so very much to me pastel i genuinely hav like. no fucking idea what would be left of me if we didnt get this close in the past few months i dont want to like. go on a rant about how i feel because thats not what im here to do although i might slightly digress somtimes to express how much you actually helped but i dont want this to be worrying i just wnan say how precious you are to me i just liike. never thought it would be you who would become my anchor and my entire platonic world and also like,, looking back at the past i feel perhaps even guilt for how little we interacted like i just have this pattern of taking people for granted sometimes and latching on only when i like,, need them i guess which god it sounds cruel but i hope thats not actually an accurate description ok well point is i hope you dont feel that way i did truly always appreciate you you were one of my first few friends on pt and i can say now that youre honestly the only one who hasnt upset me even in the slightest and i rlly fucking appreciate that like you just. dont even try and yet youre genuinely an angel and a sweetheart and just the most caring person in the world youre like. the perfect mix of a humorous but also affectionate friend because you always ask how im doing and you greet me so sweetly like its a subtle thing but it means so much to me especially nowadays and at the same time youre such a funny person and you also make ME feel like im so fnny even if i say the stupidest shit ever. if you remember like that one day we called practically the entire day playing the new block tales demo and then the tfc obby, ,it was such a coincidence but you being there made the day such a great memory despite what bullshit i was dealing with outside of our fun together like i still remembr things you said and it makes me giggle to this day dude stop as im writing this youre textging me and i jut keep. smiling without lke doing it intentionally. yknow how people like say that a good mood is infectious or whatever thats literally how i see you but as a whole like. youre everything bright and positive and nice and and and oyu just. i could be sulking the entire day and then you come online to talk and i lierally just cheer up instantly like this deadass happened a day or two ago and that wasnt the only time either. t, alsi as like embarrassing as it is i thin k you getting me into tfc also saved me even if my ex got so fuckign salty over me liking the game #oops well guess which of them cheered me up when i was at my lowest yup u guessed it it was TFC!!!!!it just became suhc a. comfort for me and oyu know this media is super important to me ebcause its become apart of like. my standard maladaptive daydreaming scenario Yea this is embarrassing as fuck but its true and its all literally thanks to you that i had the extra comfort after wutever has happened and now youev also gotten me into crob which god i love as well evn though im such a fuckign larp oops ok that.s enough about interests i just wanna go back and say like. ok i want to keep some filter on here so that i dont trigger you or anyone possibly reading this im crine so like i cant accurately express how much your simple presence has done for me but i thin k you have the general idea from that one rentry i wrote about you (which i need to rewrite and remake its SOO UGLY FAWK) like there was that time when i was just. absolutely sulking and

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pierrot: oh hello lovinglist what are you doing here even goatlist: JJGJGJNGHGHEHRKGNAGNGUGNGNGVGRRGJDLJDGRURIAJKJNHDLJGDGRDUAHNIGUJRAIG pierrot: does this mean we caaann. maak ...ekee ouut....? list: pucker up boy *lelelee with TONGUE

Spokm I dare you to cosplay s1 spoke Hellooouu hi hi i hi hi I'll keep talking on ur ata because Why not anyway I'm cute

ur cream unicorn cookie cos is absolutely STUNNING.

.Hello from interstellar space! I am signing Atabooks for Pride Month. Your pages are very cool, and the colors on this Atabook are very pleasing. Goodbye!

ROGUEFOR OTES KCOEK IGNHRG RNGR RHBNGHHHHHHHHHHHHH

HIHI HI im the wind archer (Zephyr of Life) that cuddled /w you ^_- ur cream soda cosplay is so cute

hIHIHIIIIIIIIIHHI check out the odysseyduo fanfic i sent u in dms ppls an dhelp me,,,on it,,,,dogfies

i love ur cream unicorn pony its soocute and colorful

Hi github user lovinglist can we share tongues

featjerelss doctor. GENUINELY HOW IS SOMEONES EXISTGENCE THIS FUCKING FUNYN TO ME BYEYEEEE pls featherless doctor were your biggest fans.

THI SFAGGOT HAUNTS ME EVERYWHERE KILL ROGUEFORT COOKIE NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW NO WNOW NO WNO WNO WNO WNO WNO WNOW NOW N OW NOW NOW NOW roguefort cookie and cherry blossom cookoie communicating through moans for their fvavorit character s #yup.

HELLO PIERROT´S LOVER!! I was buying groceries with my darling Harlequin and he didnt stop yapping about you, you must be so special to him :3c ANYWAYY I wish i wasnt too shy to tell you this in pony town but,, my discord is elpweep_1190 !! i wish to talk to you and possibllyyy be friends? /nf